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Field Mission 5: Il Prigioniero, Part 2


Once you sacrifice something here, you don't get it back.
NAVIGATION


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1. THE MANAGER'S CHALLENGE


A. MEET THE BOSS

Once upon a time, there was a man, a woman, and a little boy. They were a family. They loved each other very much.

Once upon a time, there was a monster, a protector, and a dreamer. They never asked to be a family. One by one, they fell under the pressures of each other.

There are always layers to any story. There are at least two sides to any reality. When a man kills his wife with no consequences, what is the end of the story? Will the universe allow such an unhappy ending? Or are there forces that drag it on long past its natural span?

With a single act of resistance, four Reclaimers have Remembered and thereby broken the cycle of the Night Show. But this isn't the end. This is barely the middle. Because the Wonderland you've seen so far is a layer of new pink skin over an ugly infection, one that goes deeper than anything the Bureau has seen so far. You can see what's underneath, now, as the theme park is whipped away in an implosion of void-space to show you . . .

Emptiness. A space that is no space, blank and white in all directions. Free of gravity, every Reclaimer in the park — and, shockingly, Angus McDonald — is held in place with hands cupped and outstretched in front of them, all facing the same way. They cannot move. They cannot speak. They are the audience.

Before them stands a man. Slim, tall, nondescript. He wears a bow-tie with a pattern of Rolands on it. And he is smiling.


"Welcome to my Wonderland! My name is Adrian Morgenstern, and I am the Manager. It's a pleasure to meet you. Each and every one of you have had a very interesting effect on my Wonderland in my absence. Some more than others, and at greater cost to yourselves — but I encourage individual choice in Wonderland, and ownership of personal consequences. Suffering is a part of life. It builds character.

"So, I am proud of you. So proud, in fact, that I've decided to bring you all backstage. You kept trying to see behind the curtain, didn't you? You'll really enjoy it. There is a great deal to do, so much to explore, and so many games to play. Every second you breathe in Wonderland is a game with stratospheric stakes. You're very brave to take the risk.

"And to make things more interesting, I have set up a very special game for you little detectives, who so love to stick their noses into strange secret corners. I challenge you to a Scavenger Hunt. You accept, because you have no choice. Here is what you must gather:

"The vacant bodies of Leonardo da Vinci, Minato Arisato, and Henrik Merryweather. The people who have been lured here after your carelessness shattered their livelihood. Have you located them all already? Or did you miss a few? Ten lost little elves, misled and apprehended. And, lastly—

"My son. Bring me my son. Bring Niel to me, and I will give you the Compact."
There's a crack in the facade. A literal crack; something in the structure of his face is off suddenly, like something has fractured and slid. One cheekbone higher than the other, a hairline fracture underneath his eye. You blink, and it's fixed. His smile is wide, but his face is whole.

Suddenly, in each Reclaimer's outstretched hands (and in Angus's), there is a single three-sided die. On each side is written a word: BODY, MIND, or SPIRIT.
"Don't lose these, now! These are your cheat codes. If you find yourself struggling with the scavenger hunt and in need of a little help, you can play a little game of chance to give Wonderland something of yours. It won't take anything that will kill you, don't worry. But it will take things that matter, and it won't give them back.

"One more thing, and then I'll let you go. I've given you some cheats, but in order to keep you from finishing the game too quickly, I'm taking something away, too. Everyone, please take good care of yourselves while you're here. You're all precious cargo. And there's no healing in Wonderland."
He winks. And blinks out of existence. And suddenly, the nonspace you occupied is gone, and you are Somewhere Else.

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2. WONDERLAND, UNDER THE SKIN


B. THE ILLUSION COMES DOWN

CW: Emetophobia, body horror, reality caving in on itself

For a short time after Adrian leaves, everything is as it should be. Wonderland is Wonderland, but quiet and still aside from the background music. After a few breaths, heartbeats slowing, the music warps and bends like rotting wood, going further and further off key until it grinds. Clangs once, loudly, down to your bones, and halts. The world freezes in absolute silence.

Then. A sizzling noise. Burning paper. The illusion starts to die.

To your left, the floor peels up like it's made of paper, mist, waving like a mirage before your eyes. Colorful red velvet floors reveal dark green and glowing violet moss and fungus. Gold tile floors give way to ebony wood, gone rock solid in atrophy. Disease. A small black vine reaches from the floor towards you, towards Life, but withers and hardens before your eyes. You need to leave.

To your right, a wall bleeds. Is it actually blood? Sap? The color seems to run away from your eyes - goldredwhiteyellowblackblackblack - covered with an iridescent sheen, an oil slick, pouring out and up and towards in ways that burn your eyes and soul. You need to leave.

All around you, the Wonderland you've come to know burns like shadows in sunlight, or sunlight to shadow. The ceiling and walls and everything morphs to the inside of some unfathomably large tree. Roots and branches and gouged out holes, forming paths of the most non-ecludian sort. Some... things out of sight climb up and down in the darkness, looking for purchase, escape, travel. Far too many limbs, or none at all. You need to LEAVE.

Not yet. You want to help. You need to help. You grab the nearest non-reclaimer - an elf, a visitor, someone - and they are both far too light and far too heavy. Stiff like wood in your hands. Their skin is gray, ashen, black veins in porcelain skin. Eyes gone solid black, they try to say something, but all that comes out is a spew of thick black tar - leaking from their eyes, ears, nose, vomit, cracks in their joints and once-flesh. The amorphous Black they just expelled pulses, then skitters down between the wood at your feet.

You look at your skin. Your veins are too dark. Visible. Present. A weight builds in your heart,

The Reclaimers (and Angus) can still move, bolt for what was once a cascade of colors, lights and joy. Now it's a gaping maw, jagged edges like splintered teeth around a hole like a cavity, sap like pus seeping out of the edges. The once-elevator now-branches bring you back to Shadowdale, covered in a charcoal smog that seems to smile at you from every angle.

C. THE CAVALRY ARRIVES

Lucretia, after receiving Sans' text about the current state of affairs within Wonderland, is faced with a decision that only she could make. Years ago, she came upon this place and lost decades of her life, all in an attempt to stop the mechanations of this horrific landscape. Her biggest failure, a thorn in her pride, she assembled the Bureau of Balance not long after her visit in order to take down places like this. People or things who obtain a power they should not have. She doesn't know why Wonderland is the way that it is, she can only guess that the Grand Relic has corrupted the World Tree down to its core. But more than that, more than the years she put onto her life for a wager of chess, more than the meticulous, maddening obsession she has with destroying every single one of these objects that threaten the world- her Reclaimers are here. Her Reclaimers. Against the judgment of most of her advisers and Moon Base employees, she grits her teeth and holds tight to her staff.

Carey, Killian, and Lucretia descend upon the forests of the Cormanthor region. It takes them far, far too long to make it through the wilds. The forest can sense when someone is coming to destroy it, and thus, sends everything it can against them. Enchantment after enchantment gets flung their way, but she knows better. She's seen Wonderland before and she reckons that no one has ever visited this place twice.

Arriving in Shadowdale, she looks up to see Yggdrasil in its sad, sorry state.

Clasping her staff in place, finally here, she is resplendent in her detestation of this unholy place. A few of you might be there at the base of the tree when Wonderland transforms into its hellscape, and you might see her approaching, purposeful, as if every step is one of reclamation and poise.

Angus McDonald looks upon her and tilts his head, trying to figure out what exactly it is that's going on. Lucretia warmly smiles at him. "Hello, Angus. I've heard much about you."

"Ma'am?"

But her attention is turned to another little boy, terrified otherwise. His face is darkened, sickly colors rooting through his veins and showing up against a pale skin. Niel. Ah, she remembers him, too.

Her face gives no sign of anger, of fear, or resentment.

"Don't worry, Niel. We'll free you from that monster."

She doesn't renege on her promises. Lucretia slams her white oak staff on the ground and in an instant, a flash of brilliant luminescence fills all of Shadowdale, expelling the darkness that lingers around the corners of the sleeping town. She erects a magic dome from the center of her origin, expanding out from her as she concentrates on her magic. Lucretia's gifted in the arcane herself, you see, and a giant Globe of Invulnerability spell now blocks entrance nor exit from this zone. And for the first time in centuries, Shadowdale sees sunlight.

Carey and Killian flank her. She needs to concentrate on this spell in order to keep it active, and they're there to stop anyone who thinks about getting in her way.

D. NEW RULES OF WONDERLAND

It's a zero-sum game here that Adrian is wagering. Lucretia didn't bring Dr. Tank down to Shadowdale for a very specific reason; an expert chess player herself, she always thinks in terms of move by move encounters. She figures that the rules would change quickly once the Reclaimers had figured out what was behind the curtain, so to speak. There's no way that Wonderland would allow healing or restoration of a body within its confines. She aims to cut this place off from the outside world. To quarantine it away from escape and cage it inward like an animal. No, Dr. Tank would be useless here, and if anything... dangerous, to put their chief of medical staff here in the middle of the mission.

And thus, no one can come in or out of the area once she's erected the barrier. Returning to base is no longer an option for the remainder of the mission, including any and all facilities provided by its administration: Bender's food, Fantasy Costco, items you may have left behind, etc.

Those of you who have opted out of the horror plot for the month will most likely be spending your time in Shadowdale for the next two weeks, providing back up and support to Lucretia. The work you do out here is equally as important as the work that needs to be done on the inside. Whereas the forest was quiet and still before, it seems to have taken on a new life of its own, now that it senses the Source of its life deeply threatened. Killian takes command from here on out. Anyone not willing to go up to Wonderland needs to stay down here and stop the encroaching darkness from attacking.

And she means that, literally.

As you look around the outskirts of town, the dome extending well beyond the vantage point you can see, there are creatures, made of darkness, dripping a deeply red sap that sparkles in the newfound texture of light Lucretia's spell provides. One bounds forward from the edge of a building, four legs crawling and made of pure shadow, and attempts to make an attack towards the Director. Carey cuts it down as it splits into two and vanquishes into a dark dust.

"What the hell are these ugly gods-damned things?!"

Some of you might've noticed it before in your rolls, but in the light provided by Lucretia's spell, there's no denying it. Negativity forms a dark cloud straight from Carey's mouth, as her eyes go wide at the sight of it. The monster at her feet, now a cloud of dust, seems to feed on it as it reassembles back into its form.

What the actual fuck.

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3. A TASTE OF GOOD SUFFERING


E. REEDS GROWING OUT OF MY FINGERTIPS

The Wonderland the Reclaimers and Angus find themselves in now looks nothing like the Wonderland they left behind. The feel of it is similar, except that the creeping dread has officially crept. It's here now, fully-formed and breathing down the back of every single neck. What was whispered before is screamed now: Wonderland is here to hurt you. The fun it seeks is not for you, but fuel for something else, something you haven't found yet.

Nonetheless, you're here to feed it. And so, you begin to realize, is Yggdrasil. The naturally-minded among you begin to realize it with sickening certainty: the roots, the veins, the stiffness and the ever-present tarlike substance stem from the sickness of the World Tree. Wonderland, and all of you, are within Yggdrasil's rot now — and as much as it tries to reject this magic, the insidious power of the Compact has taken over too far. The tree is dying. Inside of it as you are, you can practically feel it.

The entire place is a warren, structured like the tree it's draining the life out of. From the central trunk, the central locations that used to be Squares slide off from the main body in long, twisting branches that turn in nonsensical directions before abruptly coming to a halt. Each Square exists in uncomfortable parody here — or maybe the original was the cruel joke, because the purpose of Wonderland is suffering.

At any turn in your path through the channels of Wonderland, you'll be swimming through darkness creeping in on all sides. No light can penetrate past your periphery, with very few exceptions; you are a moving lantern in this blackness, functioning on faith that whatever comes at you, a mystery until the last moment, will be something you can handle.

Stumble into Battle Square and find yourself face-to-face with a monster of vicious intelligence and amorphous shape, delighted to cut you to ribbons over a period of hours while telling you every secret shame you've ever harbored. In Event Square, a knot midway up the endless trunk, time goes taffy-sticky as you trip through loops of memory blasted on every wall, loud and confusing and overwhelming, going on for what seems like forever. There's more, of course — more discrete spaces than you could even see in Wonderland. Any manner of horror you can consider can be found here, as vast as Yggdrasil itself.

One or two places, though, will be particularly easy to recognize — and difficult to escape.

F. THIS IS NOT FOR YOU

Sometimes, investigation gives us little tips and tricks for solving the next stage of the puzzle. For example: Michael found a map to the mirror maze, back in the first iteration of Wonderland. But unfortunately, sometimes the setting also cheats. Ghost Square is still here — but maps aren't going to do you any good.

Enter this section of Wonderland and the door behind you doesn't exist anymore. It doesn't pop out of existence; it just isn't, like it never was, like maybe you imagined it in the first place. A hallway, apparently manmade, stretches out in front of you, dark and cold. It appears to be approximately 60 feet long. The walls are black. When you reach out to touch them, they are freezing to the touch and too smooth to be natural, not shiny enough to be polished, too hard to be plant matter. You have no idea what they are, but touching them saps the warmth out of you, so you stop.

You keep walking, a halo of light around you but stretching no further than a few feet in any direction. You walk for 60 feet. The hallway keeps going. It hasn't gotten longer, but it hasn't gotten shorter, either. It keeps going. It keeps going. You continue until your feet hurt or you get sick of this bullshit, whichever comes first, and then you turn back the way you came. Maybe you think you'll see a door, or maybe you're not thinking very clearly anymore.

Back the way you came, there is a staircase. It wasn't there before. You certainly didn't pass it. It spirals down into the depths. It could be a story deep or a hundred. You have no way to know. You turn back towards the direction you originally walked, and there is only a wall. It's the spiral staircase or it's nothing. You go down.

As you descend, it gets colder. Colder and darker, and the darkness and cold press against you, creep under your skin and make you shake. The halo of light around you begins to dim the deeper you go. If you go deep enough, it will be hard to tell what's light and what's your imagination. Because really, honestly? The longer you stay in this place, the more you begin to think you're hearing things. Whispers just beyond your ability to decipher. A soft laugh, like that of a child or someone trying to stay quiet. And if you stop, or rest, or feel something negative — anger, frustration, sorrow, despair, it doesn't matter, because a black fog drifts out from between your lips.

And in the distance, something roars. Just a little bit closer every time.

Every once in a while, as you descend the staircase, you will pass a mirror with a red X taped near the top. Sometimes you'll see yourself in it. Sometimes you'll see something worse. When you get right down to it, what you get out of the world has a lot to do with what you put in — so we hope you're staying positive, or you might see something really nasty.

G. THE SONG BEYOND THE SONG

The aftermath of MARIA's destruction, the Area That Was Once The Night Show is a blasted husk. More than anywhere else, the walls ooze Yggdrasil's lifeblood from where something... was. Something large used to be chained here. Open gashes and empty sockets line the walls and floor. A large root knotted like a spine shoots through the very center of the room, a support pillar, entwined into the ceiling and floor and Everything of this cavern. Growths like tumors rise from the floor - what was once gambling tables look more like grasping hands. A few curl into themselves, knocked over, shattered to splinters in the wake of what was once there. Maria is gone. She is free.

There is a sob. Small. Weak. Mortal. At the base of the pillar, half-absorbed into the plant matter of Yggdrasil is Stylosa. Black roots creep up through her arms, chest, face. Her tears are tinged black, but the eyes are still hers. One arm reaches out. She whispers 'please help, it hurt̷̟͂s̶͕̓ ̵̻͂ĩ̸̺t̸͔͐ ̴͙̍ḧ̷̜́ù̸̘r̶̢̓t̶́͜s̸̫͒ ̸͑ͅî̶̺Ṱ̴̿ ̵̠̃H̷̙͊U̸̻̒R̶̯͛T̸͓͠S̸̢͌`-

The world goes static, right then wrong then right again, and the original Wonderland surrounds you. Silent - for a second. An explosion of color and canned applause comes from behind you. What was once a stage opens once more. There is the Henrik some of you were searching for, skin plaster, eyes matte black, a rigor mortis smile across his face. His voice booms out of speakers that aren't there.

"Welcome, one and all, as we embark on this, our first night! To the new and improved Night Show, with one hundred percent more audience participation!!! Guaranteed to keep you rooted to your seats, haha!" Confetti falls from nowhere, more false cheers from an invisible audience. He bows, stiff and chipped as a wind-up toy. It gives you a chance to angle your gaze to where there used to be an exit. It is there no longer. Doors appear and disappear in wrong places. Chandeliers swap between designs. The new Show is still trying to acclimate itself. "Now, I know some of you have had a bad time here before, but please romaine calm. We-"

And then Da Vinci's Body, appearing from nowhere, the same black eyes and battered smile, smacks him upside the head. A slapstick comedy in all the worst ways.

"That one doesn't work! We're in an ash tree!"

"No, we're in a cactus!"

"Ahahaha! Oh, Henrik, you know I'm a succa for your jokes!"

Both them and the invisible audience crack out into raucous laughter, doing matching poses like they're both on the cover of Vogue magazine. They whisper something to each other and 'Da Vinci' runs off stage to prepare. "Tonight, in celebration, we'll be holding our first ever... talent show!!! Our main acts are just boooring now. You know what I mean? Look at this mess-"

A hand waves out, and Minato unfolds up from the floor, harp welded into his hands, painted and decorated and held in place with pipes and wire. 'Da Vinci' waves her arms, unveiling the elaborate music box. His hands play against his will, plinking out the sad notes to a certain Velvet Room theme. He gets left alone in tired silence for a bit before a note goes off key. 'Da Vinci' yanks his face into the same smile, freezing it in place. TODAY IS A JOYOUS DAY, we are all so very HAPPY, and the eyes of 'Minato' go black.

The room is filled with cheers and rainbows, an excited irish jig played out by their wind-up stage musician. 'Henrik' doesn't wander the room, choosing instead to make sure the background music keeps going. The statues and paintings once lining the walls bend before your eyes - reforming into memories from your home, replays of your failures, but all done up in catchy pop-art style and played for hilarity. Rather than Marias, all newcomers are visited by a black-eyed ghoul wearing a human skin. They hand out drinks and paperwork, what would you like to participate with in our talent show? The winner not only gets a job but-

One wish from the Compact. Surely that's way more interesting than trying to get out, right?

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4. OOC


In order to keep to our goal of providing the most personalized Wonderland experience for all of you, we're setting a limit of 1 RNG attempt per character this log. Additionally, please be aware that while some mundane rolls will have standard-level DCs, many rolls, including those with the potential to uncover plot information, will be high-risk high-reward and will have a very high DC along with steep penalties for failure. As always, we will let you know of this before we roll, and you have the option to decline any roll at any time.

If you would like to gain a bonus of +2 on any given roll, those who have opted in to horror content may make the choice to sacrifice something of body, mind, or spirit. We will determine your sacrifice based on your horror homework. It is up to you whether this sacrifice is for the duration of the mission or a permanent sacrifice. As an additional reminder, there is no healing in Wonderland.

To a few of you, this will be even more detrimental than usual. To those of you who went too far with your debts or your choices, who have lost your very Selves to Wonderland. A list:
○ Michael
○ Kaede Akamatsu
○ Minato Arisato
○ Akira Kurusu
○ Guido Mista
○ Ryuji Sakamoto
○ Leonardo da Vinci
○ Willard H. Wright
Despite Lucretia's spell, the Light won't effect you guys. Over the course of part 2 you'll find you're slowly falling prey to what hit everyone else in wonderland. Your skin will turn pale, your veins will turn dark, you'll start vomiting viscous Abyss that occasionally comes to life, and eventually your eyes will turn black and you will Petrify. Should you as a player not want to play out the vomiting part, it can be exchanged with breathing out black mist. Whichever's cool with your school guys. The speed/intensity of this change and all of its symptoms is also up to you.

There are two exceptions. Da Vinci, while she is still a Roland, will simply start going rotten, seams growing old and fur collapsing away. Constant Mending will mitigate this, but she's on a timer to get her body back now. Willard will find that as the hardening of the glass continues, it will start to lose all color and begin to crack in places. These cracks will leak the same tar infecting the other players. Minato, despite being a Music Box right now, is still in his physical body and is not an exception.

On a more general note, we encourage you to make your own mini-horrorscapes in this setting! The entirety of Wonderland is available to dark-side, with the exception of what we've already laid out for Ghost & Wonder Squares. Improvise and make a mess. Just make sure to tag anything warning-worthy. Anything on the OOC post is fair game, and if there's something you'd like to try, please don't hesitate to let us know on the RNG thread. Should you have any questions, please direct them to the OOC post linked above.

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hxppythxughts: (alone♥ Happy thoughts,)

[personal profile] hxppythxughts 2019-10-04 07:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[Outside maybe your own consciousness.

The problem is, she's pretty sure that isn't real, either.

She watches sidelong as he sits down next to her. She has the faraway realization that he shouldn't just settle in like that--he shouldn't be down here so long. (Neither should she, but that is a tertiary concern.)

Her eyebrows furrow, and she tries to fight down the bubbling knot of emotion rising in her throat.]
What do you mean?
eudaimonikos: (meno)

[personal profile] eudaimonikos 2019-10-04 08:08 pm (UTC)(link)
I mean, what's the difference? If reality's just made up of perceptions, then what you perceive as real is basically just...real. 

[Michael flaps a hand vaguely without looking at her. It's not a question that matter much to him, honestly. Michael's questioned a lot of his ideals, by now, but he's never really questioned reality.]

And it shouldn't change how you relate to people. That's just solipsism, that's what human infants do or something. Chidi says it's bad. [Michael being what he is, the topic did arise]
hxppythxughts: (dark♥ happy thoughts,)

cw: emetophobia

[personal profile] hxppythxughts 2019-10-04 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[He makes it sound so simple. Even if she knew how to explain the ugly feeling in her gut, she's not sure she would.

She coughs, shoulders heaving, and it all comes out in the thick tar of negativity that falls from her mouth. Frowning, she wipes the back of her hand over her mouth and watches the shadowy stain on her sleeve evaporate, presumably absorbed into the nearest conglomerate of shadow creatures.]
If fake stuff is fake, you'll notice it eventually. And then it's all different.

[She's lacking in philosophical vocabulary, but then, this isn't really a thought exercise for her.]
eudaimonikos: (essential)

[personal profile] eudaimonikos 2019-10-04 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[Michael's reaction to Sayori hacking up black tar is a little understated, for a guy who to all appearances is completely healthy. In reality, he's just used to it. He's spent all week covering that up. There's a fake reality for you - he's been walking around illusion'd up as his normal, non-sick self, and no one's noticed yet.

That's really more of a lie, though.]


I've been in a ton of constructed realities. I've made a ton. To human senses, it's really no different from Earth. [Also:] You really shouldn't be in here, if you're sick. 

[he's fine though. rip to sayori, but he's different.]
Edited 2019-10-04 20:31 (UTC)
hxppythxughts: (raincloud♥ I open up,)

[personal profile] hxppythxughts 2019-10-05 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
[To human senses.

If you're constructed with that reality, though, are you human?

She doesn't ask, and she doesn't voice the complicated conflict of emotion that rises in her at the idea of constructing realities. She turns her head to look at Michael, and glances once over his general posture with an insight that she usually does a bit more to hide.]
I don't think you should be in here either. You wouldn't have sat down like that if you weren't tired.
eudaimonikos: (an essay concerning human understanding)

[personal profile] eudaimonikos 2019-10-05 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
[Michael - who had closed his eyes for just a second - slits them open to return Sayori's gaze dryly.]

I'm supposed to be an old man, right? Give me a break. Anyway, I'm not leaving you down here to continue whatever existential crisis you're apparently having.
hxppythxughts: (unrequited♥ more bottles.)

[personal profile] hxppythxughts 2019-10-06 05:42 am (UTC)(link)
[You can practically see her hair poof up defensively like a Ghibli character's.] It's-- it's not an existential crisis! It's just... [She struggles to come up with a lie when called out so clearly, so she looks away and tells a half-truth, clearly ashamed.] A little raincloud. I'm fine.

[She barrels through, hoping to change the trajectory of the topic.] And it's a real question, y'know? It'd be better if all this dumb stuff isn't real.
eudaimonikos: (proposition)

[personal profile] eudaimonikos 2019-10-06 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[Nope, sorry, Michael's not gonna let it go that easily.]

There's no problem with it. I had a crazy existential crisis one time. Total breakdown! It might have been a little dramatic, in retrospect...but anyway, Eleanor helped me through it. That was before we were even friends.

[He was maybe two days off of being their torturer, so. There's really no excuse at all for him not trying to help out someone else.]

Would it be less upsetting if it weren't? We still would've experienced it.
hxppythxughts: (raincloud♥ I open up,)

[personal profile] hxppythxughts 2019-10-06 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)
...

[She considers Michael's words, pulling her knees up to her chest to rest her chin atop them. She answers his question first.] It's still upsetting. But if it's not real, it'll be easier to get rid of it. [Like clicking the Delete button.

She tucks her legs in closer and watches the floor instead of the mirror. Funny how the fictitiousness of one world is comforting while another is devastating.]
Thanks for saying all that. But-- But I shouldn't think too hard about it right now. It'll...make more of those things. [Does she really believe this, or is it a convenient excuse? Maybe a little of both.] And it might just be stuff I made up anyway.
eudaimonikos: (methodological)

[personal profile] eudaimonikos 2019-10-06 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
We haven't done it yet.

[Real or not, this shit's all here to stay for the moment. And really, it maybe being an illusion won't make him feel any better about some of the stuff he's seen here.]

That's probably true. [He folds one leg inward, resting an arm over it to make a cushion for his chin. Sayori's right; it's just practical not to dwell on anything unpleasant here. Hacking up shadow monsters won't help anyone, after all.

Still, it goes against everything the humans have taught him. You can't just pretend your feelings aren't real.]
Eleanor says...that you can't just bottle up your feelings about things, or they'll come spilling out at bad times. Not that she meant it this literally...I guess maybe take a rain check for now. Maybe you'll feel better when you're out of here?
hxppythxughts: (memories♥ Kissing my forehead)

[personal profile] hxppythxughts 2019-10-07 06:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[Well, she'll probably feel better about some things when they're done here, but this isn't going to go away. She feels the dam compartmentalizing her feelings crack a little, and scrubs her sleeve across her closed eye to catch the tear before it falls.

A sniffle, and then she nods with resolve.]
Yeah. A rain check. [What a funny term. Appropriate, though, for her rainclouds.

She unfolds her legs and folds her arms, rubbing her hands over them as if she's just been taken by a chill.]
Maybe-- Maybe I'll tell you about it when we get back to base. But, um, for now we should probably get out of this creepy maze.
eudaimonikos: (the sickness unto death)

[personal profile] eudaimonikos 2019-10-08 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Yeah, I'll be around if you ever want to talk.

[He wants to say he'll hold her to it, but well, he probably shouldn't.

Nodding, Michael goes to rise...and hesitates. Shit, now he's gonna have to get up. This has never been an issue before, for all that his body looks like an old man, but ever since he got sick he's been feeling more and more stiff. Makes it harder to do thinks he takes for granted, like getting up and down from the floor.]


Alright - [Michael, the cheating bastard, just uses Misty Step to get himself upright.] - come on, then. This place sucks, I think I've gotten lost in here a few times already...

[Vague. But he's not worried about it right now.]
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[personal profile] hxppythxughts 2019-10-08 11:59 am (UTC)(link)
["Maybe" is already a big step when it comes to Sayori talking about her feelings. Best not to commit yet.

As Sayori moves to push herself up off the floor, she does notice she feels awfully heavy. Like the days when she has to tell herself to just get out of bed for hours and hours before she can actually do it. Maybe it's a good thing Michael ran across her. Who knows how long she would have sat there otherwise?]
Yeah, this isn't a very fun maze.

[She pulls her bow off her shoulder and an arrow from her quiver, though she doesn't nock the arrow yet. Just...best to be prepared when there might be shadows roaming around. She peeks around behind Michael.] Um... You came from that way, right?

[It would be a dumb question in a normal maze, but...]
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[personal profile] eudaimonikos 2019-10-08 03:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Pretty sure it moves, but that's a good bet.

[Michael glances at the arrow; that's kinda neat. For his part, he looks totally unarmed. He does have some concealed knives, but he relies a lot more on his magic anyway.]

I should've destroyed it when I could. But it probably would've just cursed me... 

[He was always aware that his managerial powers had to be pretty conditional. But maybe it would've been worth a shot anyhow? This is somehow much worse than the previous version of the mirror maze.]
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[personal profile] hxppythxughts 2019-10-09 08:43 am (UTC)(link)
[Really, tiny, gentle Sayori probably looks awfully funny carrying the Oathbow like she might actually shoot with it, but gacha does as gacha wants and we take the absurd magical weapons we're given.

She takes a breath like she's steeling herself to lift something heavy, and starts off in the direction they've decided on.]
Yeah, I think it would've. It wasn't very nice even before this.
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[personal profile] eudaimonikos 2019-10-09 01:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[Mmm. She's having a rough time of whatever the hell this is. Michael watches Sayori for a moment, then offers her a hand.]

Let's try to stick together. It's easy to get separated down here.
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[personal profile] hxppythxughts 2019-10-10 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
[She turns to Michael and then looks down at the proferred hand. A practical part of her says that she'll need both hands to use her bow. But...

She slips her arrow back into its quiver and takes Michael's hand. It's safer not to get separated. And--and it just feels safer too, emotionally.]
Good idea. We probably shouldn't be alone down here, huh?

[She knows they obviously shouldn't.

Onward!]