No. [ Shaking his head, but god, he doesn't want to- ] No, I- I couldn't make you...
[ He really doesn't want to- ]
Alex. [ She's just standing there, why is she just fucking standing there- ]You're gonna leave me all alone again...aren't you?
[ A sharp intake of breath and- you know, even though Alex can't feel his hands, not one bit, if he tries hard enough, he can still make them move. Or, if he just reacts, without thinking, like now, the hand in Maya's practically spasming in a pained squeeze at that. He left her. He left her, and then their whole world got eaten. All alone. All alone.
He's crying. It's quiet, because he's holding it back as much as he can, but there's only so much one guy can take. ]
Please... [ Alex just barely ekes it out. More than anything, he sounds lost. Desperate. ] Help.
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[ He really doesn't want to- ]
Alex. [ She's just standing there, why is she just fucking standing there- ] You're gonna leave me all alone again...aren't you?
[ A sharp intake of breath and- you know, even though Alex can't feel his hands, not one bit, if he tries hard enough, he can still make them move. Or, if he just reacts, without thinking, like now, the hand in Maya's practically spasming in a pained squeeze at that. He left her. He left her, and then their whole world got eaten. All alone. All alone.
He's crying. It's quiet, because he's holding it back as much as he can, but there's only so much one guy can take. ]
Please... [ Alex just barely ekes it out. More than anything, he sounds lost. Desperate. ] Help.