It's not, probably. I mean, I do understand the impulse! It's just that I...really understand the impulse.
[He thinks...he thinks it would be okay? Torturing people isn't like heroin; he stopped cold turkey, and doing it again one time wouldn't make him just...snap, or something. But he's still scared of it. He's afraid of what he might feel, or might not.]
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It's not, probably. I mean, I do understand the impulse! It's just that I...really understand the impulse.
[He thinks...he thinks it would be okay? Torturing people isn't like heroin; he stopped cold turkey, and doing it again one time wouldn't make him just...snap, or something. But he's still scared of it. He's afraid of what he might feel, or might not.]