[The 'carefree' wasn't really the part he meant but he understands what she is thinking, too.]

I feel a little... pathetic needing constant reinforcement. [But that is how he has always been.] But I appreciate it, too. I've been thinking lately how much I owe to you and the others here. I know it's a bit much to say at a time like this but I suppose... it's been on my mind, so I wanted to say it.

[Checking his nails again, he sighs.] While I ruin my poor nails. I wonder if Fantasy Costco has a nail care kit?