[It's fine, he's got no shortage of embarrassing Eleanor stories.]
Yeah. [Sniff] Makes total sense.
[He knits his hands together and hangs his head. It feels bad, that he's circled his way back around to thinking about her memories. She's the one who died. What does it matter how he feels?
But it's worse that she'd question him using the dice. Of course he had to. He'd do worse.]
Eleanor, you know I... [Shit. This is hard.] I know that we only met a few months ago, as far as you're concerned. I'm basically a stalker who ruined all of your lives. But for me, I've known you for a really long time. And most of it was bad, I told you that. But, you know, over time, we - we spent a lot of time together, in the last reboot. You were much kinder to me than I deserved. And I...
[He gestures wordlessly between them. He's usually better with words than this. But he's also usually not like this.]
You know I did have to use the dice. I would do it again.
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Yeah. [Sniff] Makes total sense.
[He knits his hands together and hangs his head. It feels bad, that he's circled his way back around to thinking about her memories. She's the one who died. What does it matter how he feels?
But it's worse that she'd question him using the dice. Of course he had to. He'd do worse.]
Eleanor, you know I... [Shit. This is hard.] I know that we only met a few months ago, as far as you're concerned. I'm basically a stalker who ruined all of your lives. But for me, I've known you for a really long time. And most of it was bad, I told you that. But, you know, over time, we - we spent a lot of time together, in the last reboot. You were much kinder to me than I deserved. And I...
[He gestures wordlessly between them. He's usually better with words than this. But he's also usually not like this.]
You know I did have to use the dice. I would do it again.