[Is it? She wonders often how much of what she does is her and how much of it is the act she keeps up to hide what's really in her head. Where's the line? Is there a line, after such a long time pretending?

At any rate, it's the kind of person she wants to be.

She chuckles, embarrassed and watery.] Hey, you didn't let that huge bear eat me. And you gave me a cookie when I was sad about the jellyfish. It's only fair!