We know enough to know you're better than you think you are. If you were really so bad, you wouldn't even be pointing it out.

[ yeah, that's a dark thought, but right now he's at one of his lowest points, and she knows not a lot of people trust lucretia. heck, it hurts her to know that lulu knew what was waiting for them here and didn't better prepare them -- that she's still probably making decisions behind their back. ]

[ maybe he'd choose not to save her if he could go back. but maya thinks he would, no matter what he says. that optimism life. ]

I think you wou---

[ he fights back, wresting control from onyx, even just a little. ]

See! You don't want to hurt me! You're fighting him! Keep going! Y... You can!

[ believe in the maya who believes in you, ferran! ]