Nope! I'm not. I was though.

[Leaning back against the couch, he stares down at his lap, pausing for a few beats.]

I definitely remember my death. And then...I dunno. I was in this weird dark place...and I could feel something was wrong, but I had no idea what. Then she was offering me a chance to escape whatever it was and...I took it without thinking.

[He saved himself...when he really didn't deserve to live.]

And then here I was! With everyone else.