Logically, Haru can tell that working for the Bureau this whole time must have been much better, in multiple ways, than being in... Shido's employ. And if she lets herself follow that thought, adds it to what she knows of the Bureau so far, she knows he must have been doing good, or at least better, this whole time.
It's just... Maybe her memories of the last time she saw him, of everything that came before that with him, are still too fresh. Maybe they always will be.
And it's all just... a little difficult to reconcile.
Half a year. It's been half a year for him. Three missions with these people.
She swallows, clears her throat again. No. No, those thoughts... Those are thoughts she needs more time with.
At least until she can even begin to figure out what exactly she wants to say to him about all of that.]
I'd appreciate that, yes. That'd be very... helpful.
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[It's a lot to take in.
Logically, Haru can tell that working for the Bureau this whole time must have been much better, in multiple ways, than being in... Shido's employ. And if she lets herself follow that thought, adds it to what she knows of the Bureau so far, she knows he must have been doing good, or at least better, this whole time.
It's just... Maybe her memories of the last time she saw him, of everything that came before that with him, are still too fresh. Maybe they always will be.
And it's all just... a little difficult to reconcile.
Half a year. It's been half a year for him. Three missions with these people.
She swallows, clears her throat again. No. No, those thoughts... Those are thoughts she needs more time with.
At least until she can even begin to figure out what exactly she wants to say to him about all of that.]
I'd appreciate that, yes. That'd be very... helpful.