You were specifically contemplative about suicidal idealization.

[So there!

Like he honestly doesn't sound mad or upset about it? He really does just say it like that.]

Also it isn't a flaw in my logic. For example, in Ancient Egyptian beliefs, the God of the Dead, Anubis, would weigh a heart's sins on a scale versus a feather of Ma'at, the concept of truth and justice. If you think about a system like that, a certain amount of strikes will cause you to have a heavy heart.