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Akechi Goro | 探偵王子の再来 ([personal profile] grakraka) wrote in [community profile] balance_logs 2019-01-09 09:36 pm (UTC)

[Everything happened. He can't apologise properly to the people who know he died and he can't tell the people who don't know, meaning the guilt adds up anyway. Hiding it is for his benefit but telling them would be as well, so it's pointless. He doesn't know what he should do anymore without a goal. He never achieved his goal. His goal was always meaningless, because he was always just a pawn in some God's game and he didn't even have the chance to get closure on a single thing in his life. The one good thing he did never mattered, because that whole world is dead and gone and so are most of the people he tried to protect. He's going to let the people here down eventually, because it's what he does. They'll leave him and that's what he deserves but he doesn't want it. He doesn't want people to hate him even if they should. If he's not busy, this is all he'll think about. He thinks even with the good he did that he's still hollow and empty.

Smiling a little, he shakes his head.]


I'm just... used to being busy. So it's difficult to figure out what to do with my time otherwise.

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